Sunday, June 15, 2008

dreams in catalunya


this is a bit dated, but philip just sent me this picture, taken the day i arrived back in budapest from my bike trip. i miss that bike.

in the present: monday night i stayed in narbonne with a french couchsurfer named valerie. that town felt great- i read by its tree-lined canal for a few hours while i waited for valerie to get off from work. she was very generous, driving me out to the beach for a walk and cooking me dinner.

on tuesday it was a bit dicey getting out of france. the train workers went on strike to protest job cuts, but the union agreed to provide a minimum of service to keep some things running. it was chaotic, but everyone was very helpful and i eventually got out into spain.

when i arrived in barcelona i dropped my bag off at a hostel called INOUT, which is actually a non-profit that employs disabled people, located up in the hills outside of town in a national park. then i went back to town to try to find tristan. this was kind of a nightmare, as his directions were things like "If you´re exiting the train station then you take a left" (who knows how many entrances there are to barcelona´s two train stations), "the main plaza...I don´t know if it´s the actual main plaza" and " then walk about 3 minuites" (what a way of describing distance). so i scoured that town for four hours without ever finding him. and he failed to find the hostel, staying somewhere in town that night.

i would have been madder at him if i weren´t enjoying my walk. the architecture and character of the neighborhoods i explored felt great, some of my favorite i´ve seen in europe.

wednesday i found tristan sitting at the base of the mirador de colum, a big statue of columbus at the end of la ramblas next to the harbor. we spent the day walking around the neighborhoods near la ramblas, watched portugal beat czech republic in the eurocup, played frisbee in plaça catalunya, and just generally had too much fun.

thursday was daydream festival, the event that brought us here to barcelona. i enjoyed some of the opening bands, like cuchillo, m83, low and ENEMC. but the headliner was radiohead. they played a two-hour set that really just defies description, so i won´t try.

at about 1 am we made our way to nightdream, an aftershow at razzmatazz club back in town. we had to kill a few hours until the trains started running again at 5, so we did it in style, rocking out with the beautiful spanish people to music that was far too loud. my ears are still ringing.

we´ve basically been recovering ever since. some walks in town, running errands, getting groceries, watching more eurocup games, tossing disc in parc de la ciutadella, recklessly gambling on our utter lack of poker skills- which feels fine as long as it´s just between eachother.

being here in the heart of the 1936-7 workers´ attempted revolution that i now know backwards and forwards, i was excited to see what the barcelona museums had to say about that bit of history. so i spent a few hours at the museu d´historia de catalunya, which had big exhibits on industrialization and the spanish civil war, periods that were raging with class conflict.

i was fairly impressed with the content- it was surprisingly class-conscious, but at the same time containing the standard demonization of anarchists, repetitively calling them terrorists while omitting the far more common state terrorism used against the workers, as well as the government's use of agents provocateurs using terrorist tactics to give the state the pretext to suppress worker organizations. but generally very detailed information- i learned a few things i missed last fall.

the movement is certainly still alive here. right near the university i found the fundació d´estudis llibertais i anarcho sindicalistes, proudly flying the black and red CNT/FAI banner. it contained a huge bookstore of radical material, the equivalent of lucy parsons in boston or left bank in seattle. the person at the desk spoke almost no english though (and my spanish is pathetic), and their english book section was about half of one shelf. the movement turned in on itself, down in a little national hole. shame. if (when) i come back i will work on this problem...

so this is it. this was the climax, partaking in the urban festival club bar culture, dipping toes in the waters of what appears to be the all-too-standard young traveler regimen.

so the romp is at an end. in a way it was a long indulgent vacation. at the same time much of it was uncomfortable, and frugality and austerity kept me from getting too soft. some of the time i was moving fast, hardly getting to know a place before i dashed off to another, just a manic tourist frolic. at other times i balanced this with longer stays- wandering the same neighborhood or wwoofing or slowly hiking through foothills. parts of it were frustrating because i missed so many things, wasted time on things i later regretted, pursued a dead-end toward russia, and so on. but if i think of it all as scouting, just impulsively exploring, then i can accept my myriad mistakes and confustions and distresses as learning the hard way. if its scouting, it all makes sense. as scouting, i forgive myself for being shortsighted and ignorant of so much. traveling in the future i will be that much more competent and capable.

tomorrow i fly back to the states, to return to alaska for another summer of commercial fishing. i am actually thrilled to go back, having gone through a few cycles of travel burn-out now. i am tired of being homeless, living out of my pack. i miss the comforts of family and home. so this ending feels right.

this is the last post, unless i feel i have anything insightful to write about re-integration into US society, the infamous reverse culture shock. kop kum kop, kop jai, shishi, bayarla, kosonom, merci, gracias, thank you for keeping me company.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

if we build it, they will come

my first week here i spent most of my time working on a future hedge: building fences, backfilling the trench that the fence sits in, adding compost, planting saplings and transplanting other hedge bushes. i also did plenty of dishes, as i couldn't stand watching karina both cook and clean up.

my evenings i've spent mostly writing and reading- outside in the garden if its nice, or holed up under a skylight in steve's antique shop. they have a huge book collection, and used to run a book exchange until too many unfair trades made them quit. they have great taste in literature (lots of my favorites in there anyway) and some of my happiest moments have been getting to know those shelves and reading as much of it as possible before i leave.

i've also tagged along on some outings- to the bar with steve, and to the kids' school for a buffet and dance performance. it seems odd that there is an international community here- from all over europe but especially britain, and even a woman from vancouver canada.

using french has been lovely (the first time in the last four months of travels that i had a hope of understanding locals in their own terms). this is the first immersion i've had in french since sénégal (fall 05), and it's rusty of course. my vocabulary is pitiful, but my comfort and ability to improvise came right back. i used french a lot in the first two weeks before i came to chateau lassalle, but here i am in a bubble of english (actually, british, which sometimes i can't understand at all). so, time out in the community is nice, even if it's just to flex the ol' linguistic muscles.

this second week i enjoyed the work much more. replacing huge oak rafters in the barn, chiseling away at ancient masonry, busting down walls with a sledge, painting shutters, and cutting up old moldy floorboards for firewood.

this is all part of the master plan. i will explain as best as i can.

there is one barn right next to the house, which currently holds the brocante (antique shop), library, storage spaces, and a big room that serves as an art gallery, studio and gathering space for social gatherings. steve and karina host cultural events here, art shows and entertainment and the like- in fact last saturday night they had an event, displaying posters from the summer 1968 near-revolution that rocked france (as well as many other parts of the world). these propaganda posters are beauties, giving me the itch to get back to printing t-shirts.





also, they are experimenting with a sunday restaurant, and even as i write this there are a couple dozen people out in the garden being served lunch.

but with this second barn on other side of their house that they have recently acquired, they want to reorganize their project. they want a physical separation between their private family space and their public project, so they are going to move all the public things to the second barn. it is also big enough to house a real restaurant and kitchen, and a half-dozen art studios and apartments. eventually lassalle could become a full-blown cultural center and the heart of an artsy little community.

now this is rural france, and there isn't really the right type or size of communty here to fully support a project like this. yet. things are building momentum slowly, more people are getting involved over time, locals are being slowly drawn in, and physical construction is coming right along.

as steve put it, quoting the classic film directly: "if we build it, they will come". it's actually quite inspirational, and i wish i could be a bigger part of it. perhaps i'll come back some day.

so now my two weeks here are coming to an end. tomorrow i'm headed off to barcelona for the final chapter.